I cried overwhelmingly today as I it occurred to me just how much I miss home. I do understand the need for me to remain here right now and that it’s not yet time for me to return, but I just wanted to share that feeling with You.
I sure do appreciate and value our communication. It has been so necessary and vital to me throughout my stay here.. I am so thankful for that. So thankful that I can “write home” whenever I want. Thankful that you have left copies here of the book You wrote. I have also come upon other writings that wise people have written about You, and commentaries on your Work. They have really helped me stay connected and remember the taste of home.
I also often hear You speaking to me through the people that come into my life and the events that happen to me and in the world. I feel You talking to me all the time. And I am so thankful that I can talk to You all the time too. And the more I do, the more I realise that You are always listening and can always hear me.
It’s funny, but even though it feels like I am so far away from home and from You, I am growing and learning so much whilst I am here, about You and where I come from and who I am. Ironically, I feel even closer to You because of my journey here. It’s like I will have so much more appreciation of You and even of myself when I finally get back.
Still, I must admit – sometimes (often?) it’s really hard being here. At times, things can feel so confusing and dark and it seems so hard to find You or to understand what’s going on. But, as I said, the fact that we can always be in communication, that I can always “write home” and talk to You is what gets me through those times and always. So thanks for that.
Looking forward to a complete loving hug when I return home! In the meantime, thanks for giving me strength and sending me hugs while I am here and helping me to do the jobs You have sent me here to do. Hoping I can continue to succeed and do You proud.
I love You
With all my heart, all my soul and all my resources,
With Love from,
The Soul You placed within me.